we signed the papers for the house again on thursday and are now waiting for the seller to sign them. i know memorial day weekend didn't help anyyyyything with the process, but i'm starting to get antsy. tracy gave me phone numbers to 2 inspectors and i called them both last week and their prices are the same, but the one can schedule a little sooner than the other... so now i'm just waiting for the go ahead. the 10 days doesn't start until they sign the papers... i think i'll text her this afternoon just to touch base...it HAS been almost a week.
well, we didn't make it 6 nights in a row, but we made it 4. jesse ended up working 14 hour shifts most of last week and was exhausted. poor guy. killer paycheck, but it's hard on his body!! i had my blood drawn yesterday to check my progesterone and my levels are up which means i ovulated a week ago yesterdayish. which means i didn't ovulate late and IF it was going to be successful, we did it just fine. i did a little research and everyone says a week out the levels are raised or 5-9 days. well if i went the minimum back (5), that would be thursday and we had sex that day and the 3 before it, so we should be fine. 9 puts us at sunday and i didn't get the shot til monday, so that's not feasible. so yeah... that's encouraging, but like i said last time, i'm trying not to think about it because of how worked up i got last time.
i'm feeling twingey today and trying not to think about it... or how it could be implantation cramps... or just my imagination ha. i've done a lot better for the first week not thinking about it... i can take the test a week from today, so we will just have to see.
we had an awesome weekend. we got an impromptu cabin saturday at whispering hills and it was beautiful and we had nicole and josh and the kids out and kept the kids overnight with us. the cabin was REALLY awesome and made camping so much less hassle than usual, ha...and they put on a killer fireworks show for memorial day weekend and it was just a really good time. and i got some serious sun on my back!!
then sunday was caleb's birthday party so we were outside all day again and i kept my front to the sun to avoid my pink shoulders and i got pretty pink on the front of me. i'm a very tan slightly pink and it's beautiful. i've been lathering coconut oil on my shoulders trying to prevent peeling...because i usually peel once a year and it's like...polka dots! it's bad.
monday, jesse and i didn't do a lot of anything, just rested up. we sat outside a lot, i drove down to coschocton to hit the bank (it's like 15 minutes closer than wooster and i'm tired of driving up there....plus lots of miles closer even if it's not that much time wise). it was a beautiful drive although coschocton is a weird town. but yeah, we just kinda relaxed monday and enjoyed having an extra weekend day off!!
pretty happy with the 4 day week this week...i thought it might feel extra long because i expected it to feel short, but yesterday afternoon got super busy and today, i have to go up to wooster for a safety meeting. so it's definitely moving along!! hoping i get paid a day early this week though. i have $14 to my name and i'm not happy about that haha.
my green smoothie is totally hitting the spot today. i've missed them. trying to get back to being a healthier me, so "breakfast" it is every day. hey, a smoothie is better than not eating breakfast at all!! it's got fruit and kale. and a touch of coconut and a touch of coconut oil. i'm good to go.
so really, no change on anything and i think that is what has my anxiety so active lately. just so many maybes and so many things just suspended, waiting.